Lose that fat ..... yeah!!!

Alhamdulillah~

I've stepped on the weighing scale and it went back to 77.3

Yukatta neh!!! 

May Allah ease our journey 

PRAY FOR MH370 

Its nearing the mid semester break soon!!! Only 3 days away....yeay!! 

Stay Positive!!!

10th March 2014
Alhamdulillah,  I went for an appointment with Dr Rosy at KPJ Seremban and met my long lost friend who is now pregnant at 8 and a half month, it's her second daughter. The first daughter is 1 year old. Alhamdulillah, trying not to be envy of her because I know that Allah haven't said 'kun fayakun' yet for me and hubby.

I waited for quite some time as I arrived in Seremban at 1.10 pm and ate at Makwa's place :) yummmeeehhhhh. I arrived at KPJ at 1.35pm and straight away perform my Salah. The door opened at 2.00pm and I was no.5. I waited for quite some time as the doctor was busy with other patients. As my turn reached, Dr Rosy needed to go up to check on the delivery. Hopefully that lady is doing well.

When I entered Dr Rosy's room, she greeted me with smile as always. Hoping to hear something positive. My current weight is 77.5 which is pretty good .Dr said, "okay, baring...doktor nak scan"
"kita tengok ye, ni rahim..., rahim you kecik sebab you tak pernah guna, means you belum pernah pregnant"
"okay kita pergi sebelah kiri sikit, ooooh...oh, you ada telur kat sini, dah besar ni."
"okay kita tengok sebelah kanan pulak, eh, you ada telur jugak sebelah kanan ni"
"kita tgk balik sebelah kiri, eh, you ada dua ni kat sblh kiri"
"your body respond well to clomid, coz normally people akan produce satu telur, but you have three"

ALHAMDULILLAH.....

Firstly, doctor suggested to inject me so that the egg will ovulate in 36hours, but the risk is I might get a triplet or a quadraplet. Ngeeeeeee........................" But I think i will let you try on your own this time because this is your first time and I'm afraid if you can't handle them plus the risk of getting high blood pressure, diabetic and premature babies are high". So I decided to try on our own.

Hubby was over the moon hearing this, hopefully Allah said "kun fayakun" this time round.
Bismillahi tawakkal tu alallah. Hopefully we will receive positive news as hubby's birthday present. Amiiiiin.
Stay strong and Stay Positive people!!

*At the end of this, all I want to say to my kids is, I am too stubborn to give up on them :)

Redha ~

The one word is very important for everyone for they need to accept what happened as something destined and definitely there's a rainbow after the rain~

just the right quote that i need to stay strong

 

You may not understand what I'm talking about ey? 
I am referring to our failure in our 1st attempt with Clomid 50mg, 2 tablets once a day :( Miss P came 3 days late and it was heavy flow but shorter period of time. 

But keep our head up and try again this month. Who knows, Allah knows better, He might want to grant my husband the birthday gift that he will not forget. Need to keep positive mind and always be patient for Allah test human with different challenges. 

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, besides all these, I am thankful that my husband has accepted an offer from an established company and he'll always be around, Insya allah. (unless he's gone for outstation). 

No more SAILING!!! for now (I guess, if he wants to sail again, I'll always agree to that decision. Once a seaman, always a seaman ) 
So, this month, keep on watching that ... (sadly my weight became 78.7....blurrrghh) need to watch my food intake and need to exercise and build routine, so I can loose more. Goal.... 65kg by June 2014. Yosh!!!! (Just in case I conceive, then that's a different story :D 

I am still taking metformin everyday, and trying everything I can by taking VCO, Shaklee GLA, Shaklee Alfalfa n Manjakani. Bismillahitawakkal tu alallah...... 

Alritey, that's it.... Take care people... Chao