Redha ~

The one word is very important for everyone for they need to accept what happened as something destined and definitely there's a rainbow after the rain~

just the right quote that i need to stay strong

 

You may not understand what I'm talking about ey? 
I am referring to our failure in our 1st attempt with Clomid 50mg, 2 tablets once a day :( Miss P came 3 days late and it was heavy flow but shorter period of time. 

But keep our head up and try again this month. Who knows, Allah knows better, He might want to grant my husband the birthday gift that he will not forget. Need to keep positive mind and always be patient for Allah test human with different challenges. 

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, besides all these, I am thankful that my husband has accepted an offer from an established company and he'll always be around, Insya allah. (unless he's gone for outstation). 

No more SAILING!!! for now (I guess, if he wants to sail again, I'll always agree to that decision. Once a seaman, always a seaman ) 
So, this month, keep on watching that ... (sadly my weight became 78.7....blurrrghh) need to watch my food intake and need to exercise and build routine, so I can loose more. Goal.... 65kg by June 2014. Yosh!!!! (Just in case I conceive, then that's a different story :D 

I am still taking metformin everyday, and trying everything I can by taking VCO, Shaklee GLA, Shaklee Alfalfa n Manjakani. Bismillahitawakkal tu alallah...... 

Alritey, that's it.... Take care people... Chao

Alhamdulillah, its been good for me as i've shed like nearly 8 kg :) wink wink... even after eating more than previous month, my body is able to produce more metabolism (i guess) as i am currently ......

This MORNING I got on the scale and it was 76.5....like SERIOUSLY!!!

YUKATTA NEH!!!!

Even with a slow progress, I am satisfied as I have learned to control my diet and to make use of the stairs we have in school...duhhhhhh.... 

I would like to tell you about my progress in fertility treatment. Last appointment, Dr Rosy gave me CLomid 100mg and we are trying our very best this week to have a baby. May Allah grant our doa this time....aaammiiiin. 

My mother in law also suggested me to try a tip that my sister in law tried before she got pregnant. With Allah wills, who knows right ? 

I got this from other website and I'll share with all of you. Even though I know I do not have many followers, but hey who knows SOMEONE might accidentally bump into this and who knows with Allah's will they are granted with kids :) 

Here you go : 

Bagi yang susah nak dapat anak(mengandung) mungkin anda boleh cuba petua ini. Petua ni saya dapat melalui email daripada salah seorang sahabat saya. Katanya petua ini alhamdulillah memang terbukti setakat ini.

Begini petuanya :

1. Ambil segenggam kacang hijau.
2. Rendam kacang hijau itu selama 2 hari (sampai tumbuh ekor anak tauge kira-kira panjang ekor itu menjadi 2 kali panjangnye kepala tauge). Air rendaman tu hendaklah sama aras dengan kacang hijau (bagi kacang tu tenggelam dalam air).
3. Tutup bekas tu (kalau nak mudah, rendam guna periuk)
4. Bila dah jadi anak tauge, cuci dan buang kulit hijau yang ada (kulit kacang hijau)
5. Rebus tauge itu dengan 2 gelas air kira-kira dalam 15 minit dengan api sederhana.
6. Apabila air rebusan itu dah tinggal jadi separuh. Tapis & ambil air rebusan yang tinggal (kira-kira dalam segelas).
7. Minum air rebusan itu tiap-tiap pagi bermula dari 1st period sampai waktu subur.

Menurut pengamal petua ini, mereka cuma mengamalkan petua ini sebulan saja. Lepas sebulan amal, dengan izin Allah dia mengandung, katanya. Menurutnya lagi, kawan-kawan nya yang lain yang mengamalkan petua ini juga, Alhamdulillah berjaya mengandung.

Kepada mereka yang inginkan anak, cubalah amalkan petua ini. Cuba amalkan dan tawakal pada Allah. Doa banyak-banyak. Semoga dipercepat menimang cahaya mata. Sekian.

I got this from this blog http://amad-jalanan.blogspot.com/2013/02/petua-untuk-mengandung-dan-nak-anak.html. Thank you for sharing. 

My mil remind me of this when its nearly the end of my fertile window, but no harm trying aite? plus when i boil the bean sprout, the tail is like... barely visible. i dunno what's wrong because I left it for 3 days, but still the tail is verrryyyyyyy short. As I take the positive side, I just try the tips. Its not because of the bean sprout I'll get pregnant, its because Allah said Kun Fayakun, SSSOOOO Bismillahitawakkaltu alallah, I drank that last night. And Bismillahitawakkal tualallah, May Allah grant our doa to have kids. 

So, thats this month's story.... We will have to wait for the result in March :) 

FEELING POSITIVE, YEAH!!!

Journey towards knowing the truth~ 

Hello peeps, 

I am surely not a blogger and i have never been successful in writing a diary. 

19th November 2013 - We went to see and O&G doctor at KPJ Seremban. I was quite worried to hear what the doctor will say when I see her. Btw, we had booked an appointment with Dr Rosy who is one of the female doctor in Seremban. Both of us were nervous that morning since we do not know what's the cause of our still pending pregnancy (hihi, i sounded optimistic by using 'pending pregnancy'. FYI, we have been married for 2years and 5 months yet there's no sign of baby in my tummy. Thus, we decided to take it to the pro to tell us what's wrong. 

I arrived early at 8.30 am and put register at the front desk, then being showed to Dr. Rosy's clinic. There are 3 O&G doctors here, yet I prefer to talk about women thing with a woman rather than a man. So, my name was called after nearly one and a half hour of waiting ~ 

The doctor is a joyful person, very positive and optimistic person. She scan my tummy and said that my right ovary is swollen due to not having my period for like 4 months. Then she checked everything and mentioned that I need to go for a blood test just to make sure. 

After looking at everything, she is quite sure that I have PCOS and I will be given medication to help me pregnant. My sudden weight gain after marriage (I gained nearly 20kg after 2 1/2 years of marriage....thank u) triggers that to happen. Therefore, losing weight and taking medication is the best choice. Dr. Rosy gave me suggestion for my diet and let me off for a week. 

Before we went home, Blood Test (bluuuueeeerghhhh) hate it!!

26 November 2013 

It is confirmed!!! 

My testosterone level is 1.6 (which is not normal for a lady, mind u) - too high as ladies should only have 0.5

LH and FSH are also high :( 

Shocked, and devastated yet, being convinced by the doctor to lose weight, eat right, exercise and i'll be okay. (Fingers cross) 

But the BEST thing is..............................I lost 1.5kg :)  (according to the scale in the clinic - but not electronic scale at home :( Yeay!! and Nay!!! Doctor said, to not worry and i'll be okay. I loooooooike this kind of doctor who assures you not to worry :) 

So, I'll be seeing Dr. Rosy again on 21st January. 

The challenge is to lose 10KG in 2 months... Will I be able to do it? Let's do it!!!

                                                                           80kg :(

For the 1st time : I weighed 84.5 :( :( :(
For 2nd visit       : I weighed 83.0 :) :) :) 
Now (8/1/2013) : I weighed 79.6 :) :) 

Yukatte neh!!!!! 

Let's do it!!

Monday Blues~

Hello Blog~ it's been a while since I last wrote about my life here. Lately, there has been ups and down in my life. I am trying to hold on...of course (managing myself and other stuff that hubby asked me to manage) plus, trying to console myself to be calm and wait patiently for the day for him to be home....

He'll be home soon....yukatta neh!!! 

Oh, btw, the reason i'm writing today is to let u readers know that I am on a diet program and I could see the positive effect of it. I am on this program for only a week now yet I could feel that my tummy has flatten and the most AMAZING thing is....I got on the weighing scale and saw that I have LOST 2KG!!! Yeay!!!! 

Daaaaa~  I'm going to try my very best to lose weight and trying to be healthy..It's for the sake of trying to conceive. Bismillahitawakkal tu 'alallah~ 

                                    This is me last December at 81 kg (T_T)

Down here was in 2010 i think... I weigh 62kg...

CAN I GET THAT WEIGHT AGAIN? CAN I? CAN I? 

INSYA ALLAH... LET'S DO IT! I will not reveal what kind of product I am taking until I am successful ..

So people, insya allah I will put up my picture after 4 weeks of taking this product ya...hope to get positive outcome in another 4 weeks. Taaa y'all~ 

44 days to go!!!

B......only 44 DAYS left!!! Ytukatta. neh,... I'll be waiting for you :)

Starting from today, i promise that i hereby will take care of myself by being a good muslimah, good mu'minah, a good wife, a good daughter, will work hard in losing weight and will stay healthy! 

next target is to lose more than 5kgs in 3 weeks :) Hope i can do it~ 

Boiling~

Last night we had an unplanned steamboat~ It was simple but very good... i was full at that time, just took a bite and started doing my work. Bb wanna see the steamboat boiling? hoho... it was sooooooo gooooood :p

Be prepared~

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yeah~ it looked good ey? When b came home.. we'll have it ya darl~ so, how's your deck billiard? win anything? am waiting for ur call :) 

2233hrs 

30th April 2012