Journey towards knowing the truth~ 

Hello peeps, 

I am surely not a blogger and i have never been successful in writing a diary. 

19th November 2013 - We went to see and O&G doctor at KPJ Seremban. I was quite worried to hear what the doctor will say when I see her. Btw, we had booked an appointment with Dr Rosy who is one of the female doctor in Seremban. Both of us were nervous that morning since we do not know what's the cause of our still pending pregnancy (hihi, i sounded optimistic by using 'pending pregnancy'. FYI, we have been married for 2years and 5 months yet there's no sign of baby in my tummy. Thus, we decided to take it to the pro to tell us what's wrong. 

I arrived early at 8.30 am and put register at the front desk, then being showed to Dr. Rosy's clinic. There are 3 O&G doctors here, yet I prefer to talk about women thing with a woman rather than a man. So, my name was called after nearly one and a half hour of waiting ~ 

The doctor is a joyful person, very positive and optimistic person. She scan my tummy and said that my right ovary is swollen due to not having my period for like 4 months. Then she checked everything and mentioned that I need to go for a blood test just to make sure. 

After looking at everything, she is quite sure that I have PCOS and I will be given medication to help me pregnant. My sudden weight gain after marriage (I gained nearly 20kg after 2 1/2 years of marriage....thank u) triggers that to happen. Therefore, losing weight and taking medication is the best choice. Dr. Rosy gave me suggestion for my diet and let me off for a week. 

Before we went home, Blood Test (bluuuueeeerghhhh) hate it!!

26 November 2013 

It is confirmed!!! 

My testosterone level is 1.6 (which is not normal for a lady, mind u) - too high as ladies should only have 0.5

LH and FSH are also high :( 

Shocked, and devastated yet, being convinced by the doctor to lose weight, eat right, exercise and i'll be okay. (Fingers cross) 

But the BEST thing is..............................I lost 1.5kg :)  (according to the scale in the clinic - but not electronic scale at home :( Yeay!! and Nay!!! Doctor said, to not worry and i'll be okay. I loooooooike this kind of doctor who assures you not to worry :) 

So, I'll be seeing Dr. Rosy again on 21st January. 

The challenge is to lose 10KG in 2 months... Will I be able to do it? Let's do it!!!

                                                                           80kg :(

For the 1st time : I weighed 84.5 :( :( :(
For 2nd visit       : I weighed 83.0 :) :) :) 
Now (8/1/2013) : I weighed 79.6 :) :) 

Yukatte neh!!!!! 

Let's do it!!

Monday Blues~

Hello Blog~ it's been a while since I last wrote about my life here. Lately, there has been ups and down in my life. I am trying to hold on...of course (managing myself and other stuff that hubby asked me to manage) plus, trying to console myself to be calm and wait patiently for the day for him to be home....

He'll be home soon....yukatta neh!!! 

Oh, btw, the reason i'm writing today is to let u readers know that I am on a diet program and I could see the positive effect of it. I am on this program for only a week now yet I could feel that my tummy has flatten and the most AMAZING thing is....I got on the weighing scale and saw that I have LOST 2KG!!! Yeay!!!! 

Daaaaa~  I'm going to try my very best to lose weight and trying to be healthy..It's for the sake of trying to conceive. Bismillahitawakkal tu 'alallah~ 

                                    This is me last December at 81 kg (T_T)

Down here was in 2010 i think... I weigh 62kg...

CAN I GET THAT WEIGHT AGAIN? CAN I? CAN I? 

INSYA ALLAH... LET'S DO IT! I will not reveal what kind of product I am taking until I am successful ..

So people, insya allah I will put up my picture after 4 weeks of taking this product ya...hope to get positive outcome in another 4 weeks. Taaa y'all~ 

44 days to go!!!

B......only 44 DAYS left!!! Ytukatta. neh,... I'll be waiting for you :)

Starting from today, i promise that i hereby will take care of myself by being a good muslimah, good mu'minah, a good wife, a good daughter, will work hard in losing weight and will stay healthy! 

next target is to lose more than 5kgs in 3 weeks :) Hope i can do it~ 

Boiling~

Last night we had an unplanned steamboat~ It was simple but very good... i was full at that time, just took a bite and started doing my work. Bb wanna see the steamboat boiling? hoho... it was sooooooo gooooood :p

Be prepared~

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yeah~ it looked good ey? When b came home.. we'll have it ya darl~ so, how's your deck billiard? win anything? am waiting for ur call :) 

2233hrs 

30th April 2012

Rewang for Penang delegates

Hello dearie,

Today was  a busy day for the school was visited by Penang delegates.. PPD, Principals and teachers from 3 schools in Penang came to see the transformation made in our school. Here are some pictures that we took when i helped Kak Fara, Kak Zai at the preparation room.. hehe, dun be jealous bb, u'll see lotsa and lotsa delicious food

                                                               hehe, cuba teka apakah ini?

tadaaaa~ :) potato jacket 

Rewang di bilik ERT

It was a busy day plus me not feeling well.. huhu, otherwise should be a wonderful day. Take care darling~ 

DAY 21

He's been away for 21 days it seems... yuhuuu.. the days are getting faster and faster..

it means that i'll be seeing him in a blink of an eye :)

can't wait~

today, got his email saying that there's  a typhoon in taiwan,

O Allah, please save him n others onboard, hopefully they can past through everything smoothly, only You can help them Allah ..
Hope eveything will be okay...
at 8.45pm got a call from him saying everything is okay :) Alhamdulillah Allah, You're the BEST :)

Thank you Allah for everything~